She's sweet, but she's fucked up

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

Gallo & Gallagher

So, Alisa has admitted that she liked "The Brown Bunny". Alisa, Alisa...that's something you keep hidden, like homosexuality. Sure, I haven't seen it, but I can tell you I know I would hate it. It's like knowing something will taste bad before you put it in your mouth (no pun intended). Basically, I have this thing where I don't like boring movies. Ex: "In the Bedroom"...but maybe if Sissy Spacek had given Tom Wilkinson a blow job, it would have spiced things up a bit. Ugh, I shudder at the thought.
This is almost over...but I must repeat...one more day until fun w/ Emily and Bre. Maybe I've built it up too much. What if it's not everything I'm hoping it will be and more? Oh, the pressure, the pressure!!!
Alisa and I were discussing our five-ten-twenty year plans at lunch and we've both come to the realization that we don't think we can struggle for the next however many years trying to work our way up the Hollywood ladder. Neither one of us wants it enough. That's so depressing, but I guess if I'm not willing to work hard enough for it, I don't deserve it. I feel like maybe I've been wanting what I think I should want and not what I really want. I'm lazy, I don't think I want to work that hard. I have to be honest w/ myself. Most importantly, I have to honest w/ you. Okay, not that last sentence...that's what I like to call a joke. Yes, it seems my new path should be comedy. Step aside, Gallagher.
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